M. Theo-Philo.

The Book Of Thoth. The Matrix. These are two chronicles, mythologies of mankind which allude to things in the deeper and darker annals of reality. A lot of people view these as parables for society at large, even astutely allegorical; it is not hard to see the applicability. The species has existed these last 0ne-hundred-fifty-years like hamsters on a multitudinously cogged hamster-wheel. In our state of mechanized living we have been conditioned to seek out pleasure in a variety of ways through executive functions and experiences, which are pleasurable in their own right, yet not meant to be a means to a (dopamine) end. Like hamsters literally sucking the water from their feeders, we drink, eat, use, exercise, travel and seek out novelty, encompassing pursuits both mundane and dangerous, as a method to feel better, not just in the appreciation of artful living.

We comprehend that before the industrial revolution humanity's experience had been largely survival-based, warlike. The continuum of experience seemed to hold place for people to exist, as we do today, on a spectrum of prey-like to predatory. Most people don't think or even consider how brutal the experiences of the species were back then. How every era, epoch, age, and certainly century has been marked with catastrophes abroad, and at home, for any given civilization in existence respectively. Through disease/hunger pandemics, and continual battlefield dramas, the species has accumulated significant trauma, leading to generational trauma, and this has been handed down continuously, and it breathes with us in our homes today - whether you like it or not.

So we come full-circle to the topic of Kundalini Shakti. Also referred to as The Book Of Thoth, who is the Egyptian God of Wisdom. And, which is repackaged and moulded into a secular methodology within The Matrix. Consciousness, in its own right, is beautiful; seeing beyond the five senses and limited human form, too; just as emerging into a state of high-vibration can only, as well, be rapturous. So clearly, these are not the realities alluded to in the ancient texts. Such as with The Book Of Thoth, and The Matrix, long ago or contemporarily, it is not coming into truth (light) which is distressing and unsettling. That is not what will drive an individual into madness, as portended in the writings detailing The Book Of Thoth, should it be awakened by one unprepared, ignorant.

So, what then is it? What could be so disturbing about enlightenment or higher consciousness. It is, of course, the truth of reality. Not the divine reality, but ours, in the matrix of our world experienced through matrix inside each one of us called humans. What next might this be? We know humanity can be brutal, destructive, and that several nations even right now are at war, suffering drought/famine, and that the rest of us adrift, brainwashed, and silenced into obedience and complacency in what is known as the Western World carry on without much concern or heed.

It is a truth which is universal, though can only be discovered in each one of us. For though we are one, we are also separate, in stories and deeds. There is a so-called person who each one of us become, identified with activities, desires, aversions and circumstances. A certain path named Karma informs much of this, and most instances you cannot control.

Karma is what you carry from the past, your baggage, or bindle, going with you from life to life unless it is healed for release. Karma much of the time, being the deposits (emotions, energies, thought-forms), which we hold on to, tends to be negative. Most of us do not bottle-up positive experiences.

The truth that, and I believe I can say everyone, comes to upon awakening, is the reality of their own amnesia. This is exacerbated by the fact that they realize so many people around them suffer from it, also. Which can only lead the introspective mind to conclude, vis-à-vis extrapolating relevant data, to postulate that probably every single unit is affected in some way, by this nearly entirely unknown phenomena. How could anyone be aware? It's amnesia, after all. That means to forget. To have endured something worth forgetting. To have experienced events which are collectively dubbed to be nightmares, and that many shrink in terror at the mere mention of.

I recollected events I never believed in any way, shape or form possible I could have ever endured nor survived. However, when I woke up they were there just the same. Things that caused me such pain it cannot be put into words. Experiences that alter the genome, physiology, and mental of a person in indescribable ways. Events which, given the amnesic variable, I posit might be responsible for not only the incredibly dominating human ego and sociological apartheid, but for the severity and frequency of our diseases, both physical and mental, autoimmune, dementias, et cetera.

Never again will I think the human being weak or look down upon him in disgrace. Nor do I believe you would, either. Something in me, the soul, believes that truth with pain is much better than unconscious suffering. Maybe this is the potent paradigmatic shift, one which has potentially never been seen on any system, that the species and planet desires.

Revelation. This is its time. The Christ Saviour is not to return. He was a man and like any embodied person cannot be reestablished into form after disembodiment. Following death. But his teachings are with us, and those lessons of so many other great teachers in modernity, as well as long past. This world is crumbling and the species, the animals and plantlife we share Earth with, do not have anymore time. Time is up to save ourselves on the planet. It is only do or die. Habitats are burning, across the entirety of continents; cities are flooded; poor and lost souls suffer grievously. Without our conscious elevation we will not prosper or restore.

Be a part of it. That is all I can say. You're afraid, I get it, but I didn't have the chance to decide not to take this path. It was predetermined, thrust upon me by people in places much higher than here. You are hurt. Lost. Scared. You have been conditioned into unconsciousness by pain and discomfort. It's tough as all hell, I know. But we are living in hell. We emerge forth together or fall alone. Get curious. Start to question.

Because how on Earth can we fix what we have done if we aren't all prepared, male-female-and-child, to create new habits, foster greater behaviours, and reorient our aim unto the creation of better things?