I'm not kidding! This F*ing happened. A Public Service announcement about Chatham County, Ga, and The State of Georgia.

It started simply with standing up for the people I loved, law enforcement in the State of Georgia. A simple termination for filing a grievance against Judge Lisa Colbert, former Chatham County Juvenile Court JudgeOne still being covered up by every federal, state and local police department in Georgia for the last 5 years the press has ignored the ramifications of, despite David Klugh telling me in 2018 "You know who it is? Van Johnson." No one has listened to me for over two years, while I have been abandoned by everyone I ever knew, even if they knew nothing about what was done, anyone I trusted, anyone who could and should have done something while I struggle financially and trying to make sure it doesn't happen to anyone else. The world has been in reverse for over two years, with brief moments of random kindness. Everyone from ex boyfriends, friends, my cheerleaders, my entire world has been in disarray. It has been the the only time in my life I have ever struggled, ever been treated so badly by every place that should made it better.

One that was been explained. One still being covered up by every federal, state and local police department in Georgia for the last 5 years the press has ignored the ramifications of, despite David Klugh telling me in 2018 "You know who it is? Van Johnson." No one has listened to me for over two years, while I have been abandoned by everyone I ever knew, even if they knew nothing about what was done, anyone I trusted, anyone who could and should have done something while I struggle financially and trying to make sure it doesn't happen to anyone else. The world has been in reverse for over two years, with brief moments of random kindness. Everyone from ex boyfriends, friends, my cheerleaders, my entire world has been in disarray. It has been the the only time in my life I have ever struggled, ever been treated so badly by every place that should made it better.

My alcoholic, drug addict mother checked out before I moved to Georgia. My alcoholic, drug addict father checked out in April 2019. I still have not been able to get anyone I have ever met to talk to me- anywhere in the entire country, and when I trust someone they disappear as quickly leaving me pregnant to handle every problem everyone shouldn't have to handle alone, alone. Lawyers simply ignore me because one said "I can't help you." Police officers have treated a victim who was fighting for their rights like a criminal, former friends tell me I deserve to be raped while men tell me to commit suicide. It is all true, and if any law enforcement agency or anyone I trusted would have listened, or done anything none of it would be happening.

I didn't become anyone else. I have been battered and forgotten by every person on the face of planet. I didn't lose my mind, I didn't invent something that did not happen, simply no one has listened or done anything but treated me the opposite of how they legally and morally would treat anyone. No one has responded, Judges, lawyers, ex boyfriends, friends, lovers, politicians except to attack me and threaten me. If anyone had simply asked what happened, I have tried to tell them. I have tried to prevent everything that keeps being done to me from happening to everyone else. No one ever apologizes or will look into what has been done wrong. The world has become something I don't recognize and a place I don't want to raise a baby, but in 7 months I will have no choice, if this child is born because I have been prevented from getting even the most basic medical care or things everyone should have. I have been dumped in the street by every place that should legally and morally be held responsible. There is only so much one person can do alone and with no one on her side. When no one will do anything to protect a single woman personal or professionally. When did Georgia law enforcement and men become a cesspool of corruption and willing to see one one woman hurt so deep that even the Department of Justice and FBI will not look into civil rights violations, into corruption so deep that no person is safe from being victimized. I am not the exception to law, I am me and always have been someone who does the right the thing and wants to know why no one will do anything to help her. There is a point at which the internal conflict about who people are becomes so deep, you start to question not what is true but why the people who wanted you to be this amazing lawyer, who you have to remember every day despite they themselves showing you they are not the people that you knew for years, how they would allow the so much suffering to happen and not try to help like they always did.

I was always the exception to everything that was bad. The rarity. I have continued despite being attacked over and over by people who have victimized me, who have committed crimes so atrocious that everyone should be afraid. I am. The law seems to only protect the corrupt, the felonious, and the unethical. The entire state of Georgia has become Chatham County law enforcement, silent, and corrupt. They are not witnesses they are allowing a Federal and State Federal RICO violation to spread quicker than COVID who are putting the every citizen at risk. When rapists are left on the street, when good people are silent that is when every man woman and child are at risk. When we stop supporting the people who are trying to protect everyone from harm done by law enforcement, medical doctors. nurses and when we don't stand up for those that carry the emotional burden we don't do the right thing and we prevent someone from getting justice for anything, you become the criminals.

Thank you Tyler Steerman for understanding what no law enforcement has. While you may not remember the woman who met you during Hurricane Dorian, sitting in medical .. You told me you wanted to be a Federal Agent. You have more integrity than an entire county full of law enforcement. I truly hope some day I get to see you be that Federal Agent. My adopted father would thank you as I always do the RCSO for being the only agency to take it upon yourselves to ask about the sexual assault despite that the officers with jurisdiction will not. You, Austin, Jason, Tim, Doyle, Freeman and Albert hold a special place in my heart. You all are why I don't let it rest, because the tow truck driver who raped me is still out there because I was threatened never to speak to the investigators. To all of you, minus the one who humiliated me when I sought refugee, I went to Augusta to get in touch with you and Jason Saal because I remembered what amazing officers you were. Had I gotten to speak with either of you, things might not have been different.