im torn deep in my darkened state.
life seems to have become to desperate, desperate for acceptance, desperate for understanding, just..... desperate... families fight to survive to live in peace, happiness, to show love and caring. To many children have grown up not having the proper structure or grounding they need. Others were raised to treat others how they want to be treated and even though those they treat they think they are treating them amazingly when really they are not. Not a lot of people seem to understand that people have to deal with it how they can. This not having the ability to spank children because its abusive has gotten heavily on my mind. They dont learn and will have extreme problems when growing. Then there are those that have suffered to much to all they know is pain and were never saved, helped, cared for, or given the proper attention they needed.