My life is worthless as can be. Can death finally come to me? I am so numb. Why can’t death just come? How long do I have to wait? That I believe is my fate. I wait all day. I wait all night. I will not put up a fight. I had hopes and dreams. At least that’s the way it seems. Confusion in my head. I feel like I am dead, but I guess that’s already been said. Everyone goes into a dark space. I’m afraid I’ll never leave this place. The more I scream and cry. The more I want to die. Is there a heaven or hell? No one can ever tell. Unless you hear me yell.