Tanya Arons
Bio
I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
Stories (376/0)
Memories: 2 December 2023
2 December 2023 2 December 2021 I just had a meditation. I got three words “Brigitte or Birgitta or Bridget” later I was shown the Star Trek ship “USS Enterprise” so the word “enterprise” was important and another word “coagulate or coalition or possibly coalesce”. No idea what any of this means but these are my messages.
By Tanya Arons 8 months ago in Journal
Memories: 3 December 2023
3 December 2023 3 December 2020 Last night I messaged Heidi and asked her if she wanted the studio portrait of Angela and I as if not, I am going to burn it. (I am done keeping memories of vile treacherous abusers in my home...my Sacred Space which must hold only the most pure of intent and heart!)
By Tanya Arons 8 months ago in Journal
Memories: 14 November 2023
14 November 2023 14 November 2022 To the malevolent sardonic unkind unclean spirit that told me the other day: “You are punching far above your weight”. Well, I have decided that I am not. I am merely striving to not just survive, but thrive against insurmountable odds.
By Tanya Arons 8 months ago in Journal
Memories: 20 November 2023
20 November 2023 20 November 2022 (Sunday) I woke up after 5 hours sleep (9.22 am). I feel energised even though I am physically exhausted. Like two seperate entities inhabiting one body. Mama T who wants to fly and the other one who wants to die. But inbetween I push my older body to its limits.
By Tanya Arons 8 months ago in Journal
Memories: 21 November 2023
21 November 2023 21 November 2022 21 November 2021 21 November 2020 Socks fought me every inch of the way as I carried him here and whilst holding him, set up the hammock. Now he is lying in the hollow underneath me in a state of contentment. He has not been outside much in recent weeks and today is a good day for snoozing between worlds.
By Tanya Arons 8 months ago in Journal