I'm not always Sunshine & Rainbows, sometimes I'm the wind & the Rain.
Keep Fuckin' around & I will be the Freeze in your Soul & the Lightening Strike to your Brain.
You may think I'm as dark as night, you will learn that I'm of Love & Light.
Lifting Others Makes Me High
What fulfills me? Convincing others that they're more powerful than they believe they are. Inspiring people to catch their dreams and that we are not just slaves to the routine, we are here for a greater purpose. Opening one's eyes to things they may not have seen. Showing a different perspective, leading them to the truth. Showing that with a few lifestyle changes, some hard work and the tools to play the mental game, you're capable of any change. The sound of laughter... spending time with friends and family... feeling the love...energy and the euphoric feeling you get when humans come together for the benefit of the greater good. Yes, watching those around me that I have met through time catch their dreams, puts one of the biggest smiles on my face. I uplift and elevate you to be you... the best you . If you're afraid I will be there to be your spine and your courage. When you fall, I'll tell you that you have the strength to get back up again and help dust you off. I will not be afraid to tell you to get your shit together, you got this, you're stronger than you think you are, do it again till you get it right. I am the shield, the light and the strength for the wea, the timid, the kind, the used, the mysterious,the lonely, the misfits, the misunderstood, the lost, the ones that lack the confidence, the ones that fear change and the world around them and I am the spiritual truthseeking baseball bat to the bullies. These are some of the things that fulfill me.
My Body My Choice
So write something about social shock... something about a time in my life where I didn't quite fit in...well,for the most part, I haven't really fit in my whole life but if I had to a pinpoint an exact moment in time where I really didn't fit in...it would be right now.
Leave Better Than You Came
For as long as I remember I have always been what I refer to as a sponge. Not the kind that does dishes, or the one who lives in a pineapple under the sea, especially not the one who mooches off everyone they know, but the kind of sponge that absorbs other peoples’ pain, sorrow, sadness, anger, rage, joys or whatever else they may bring to the table. I am readily available to take anyone’s feelings, generally negative ones and transfer and shift their energy into a better form than what they were when they first started talking. I love the fact that most people leave me better than they came. Notice I said most because I am not a magician and not everyone wants help, sometimes they just need a release and I am there to just receive, not absorb and let it go for them. I guess the new label for this type of person is an Empath, so I call myself an Empath… Energy Worker… Light worker and still, even a Sponge. Whatever the label, this is my true calling.
With over half of the country in favor of the legalization of cannabis medicinally, recreational or both, it is my absolute pleasure to be able to share with you how trimming my own medicine has more healing properties than just smoking it.
Growing up my mother had a few choice sayings that she would use to teach lessons that she wanted to stick. Fortunately, still to this day, they are embedded deep within my genetic makeup and I have planted the seeds in my own children.
The most valuable lesson that my mother taught me at a young age, that I still apply to my everyday life, would be the “Golden Rule”. We were not a religious family, my mother was baptized Mormon when she was an infant and she was still pretty upset about it as an adult. She believed she should have been given the choice, so she gave us religious freedom…anyways. Now, just because we didn’t go to church doesn’t mean that the bible wasn’t a part of my life. I had a grandmother that required me to show up to her church (to sleep in the pews) when I stayed with her on the weekends. It was either that or I help grumpy grandpa with weird chores around the property, I chose the nap instead. Honestly, I actually read the whole book from front to back and used to have a few psalms memorized for recital with grandma. It definitely had some interesting points, but I do believe that the golden rule tends to be forgotten and it pretty much covers everything you need to know on how to treat others and such.
Shed The Darkness
She lies in her bed at night, eyes closed, cherishing the silence of the days events and doing her best to embrace the ringing in her ears.
Brain Cramps-2020 Election
I just would like to get this off my chest since everybody else sees it fit to let me have it over this whole election crap and my vote. So, here is where I stand and will stay, so please do not bother to try and change my mind because I am not going to try and change yours. I am just practicing my freedom to verbally vomit my opinion and my reasoning behind how I feel, since I have had to be subject to how everyone else feels. I swear this last year has brought on so many strange and absurd new issues…like we hadn’t had enough of the weirdness, as it was. One of the things that have made my brain cramp this year has been the whole issue of the election. I am so tired of everything being completely chaotic and it is because it is an “election year” and it is to be expected. Are you fucking kidding me? It should not have to go down like this at the expense of the human race and our actual ability to practice our freedoms and our freewill.