I thought I wanted a Lover, someone who would fulfill the needs that my spouse didn't, wouldn't meet. I had it all worked out in my mind of how it would play out and in my mind, it all seemed just fine. One thing I never expected or even planned was for me to fall in love with my Lover. This thing was supposed to be a "Friends with Benefits," he was only meant to be used for those nights when I wanted sex or just a warm body to be near me. Maybe a phone call or dirty, flirtatious text. What I got in return was something sweeter and actually very genuine.