a prose and poetry writer to create a new world of love, light and magic
sharing my most intimate poetry coming from my deepest emotions about heartbreaking experiences combined with messages of hope and love
The me to heal
All this time I am looking for love to soften the wounded piece of me. For a love so warm it can destroy this awful feeling that has been growing inside of me since they touched me. A love so fierce it can burst the pain I carry with me all this time, but it’s never enough. There is no love that can destroy and burst. There is no love that can heal the scars in my soul. The existence of this love is not out there. It’s within. It’s me who has to do it. Who has to love me, heal me, forgive me for letting them when I was too small and fragile. Now I’ve become this fierce creature who survives every time, who doesn’t scare from darkness and hurt, but dares to face it and say: I will live. I will love. It will pass.
The promise of tenderness
I will never lose my faith in the wild where we came from. I will never forget the tenderness of the original days I’ve spent alone. They can’t question my wishes coming from the doubts and fears I feel so deep inside for so long. They can’t keep me away from the first spirits I was destined to meet while being so small. No, I will never let go of the loyalty to the ones who never asked for the change we needed to embrace against all odds. I will keep fighting for what is real inside all of us. Our grief, our pain, our love for the spirits we were supposed to be and I will try to find endlessly.
wild water to shine
I believe in the ability of water to shine upon me when I need to rise above the darkness. When I want to escape the wilderness of desires. The rush of the wild winds that want to take me to places I’ve never asked for. Sometimes I feel the urge to flow, to be carried without my own strength. Only to be driven by my own spirit that keeps me afloat under the clouds changing into white, grey, and black. Never do I fear the thunder around me, because I will dive into the mysterious wonders under the waves.