The last thing I saw, was him. He was saying something; his lips were moving but I couldn’t hear a thing.
Call me crazy, but I think I'm meant to disappear.
When Vladimir and I met Roman, it was a sunny fall day in New York City, he was at the same book store that my book signing event was taking place. We had an instant connection, Vladimir stepped outside to talk to him, once I finish I met them outside, where I found them talking about their jobs as if they knew each other already. I gave Vladimir a short kiss and went on to hug Roman, he kissed me in the cheeks - is a pleasure to meet you, Marie, my name is Roman-. he said smiling and looking right into my empty brown eyes, his beautiful blue eyes, pale skin, and white and grayish hair, made him look out of this world, a good match for Vladimir who was handsome as well, I smiled - the pleasure is all mine, would you guys like to get something to drink?- they looked at each other and agreed.
Today he didn't have to work, so he stayed in bed with me. He grabbed and pulled me closer to him, he was really warm, something a little unusual since he is always cold to touch. He starts kissing and caressing me, I immediately corresponded, I love him and I want him. He quickly positioned himself on top of me, he went on kissing me from my lips to my neck, down to my chest, played with my breast, I couldn't contain my moans, he stopped and looked at me - I love you, he said, I smiled, I couldn’t say anything else because he immediately started kissing down my stomach to my hips, then to start licking, kissing and using his fingers on me. I couldn't stop moaning; it feels so good. - Make me yours please, I said quietly to him.
As the trees can’t help with moving when the wind blows, I can’t help with this feeling of emptiness that possesses me every time I’m outside.