Lucinet Luna
Bio
I am stating a new adventure and I thought to take you guys with me! change can be scary, but what scares me the most is to stay the same: so cheers to a new Lucinet Luna The Author adventure!
Stories (34/0)
Damn, Core
I am not sure if I should be writing right now; I am angry, disappointed, I am hurt and the only thing that can soothe me is the thought of how far I've come, the resounding quote " everyone is on a different time line " is the reason I am trying to put my energy into something fruitful instead of something a little more dangerous: I want to numb this pain so bad.
By Lucinet Luna2 months ago in Motivation
Damn, Triggers.
My heart skipped a beat and before I knew it, I had completely shut down. Unlike other things in my life, I can pin point the exact moment I learned to shut down my emotions; It was the moment my baby brother cried in my arms , as he was being taken away from me, it was the moment I saw my baby brothers in the distance with a family that was not ours.
By Lucinet Luna2 months ago in Motivation
Damn, Is it me?
It took me a long time to grief my first love; maybe because she never left. I was just telling a friend " ... get excited to meet the next version of yourself " in this journey, one thing that is more constant than pain, is change: as soon as you start to get use to yourself, a new version becomes available, and before you understand the upgrade, your outer world begins to shift.
By Lucinet Luna2 months ago in Motivation
Damn, Nonchalant
Never have I ever felt like I was staring at myself from the inside out. As the reflection becomes clearer, I move closer to it, you don't know it yet but I've been taking notes, studying the synergy, becoming antiquated with the movements that our bodies make, the way our eyes shine, the way our world's collide.
By Lucinet Luna2 months ago in Motivation
Damn, This Scar
Our family was not prepared to lose the core of it, my grandpa, the man I called dad my whole life; he was up there in age but his spirit was one of a kind, a fighter even in his weak days. Some people felt it was ‘his time’ but nothing could’ve prepared me to say goodbye to my hero on Earth, so when people say that I was lucky to get that last day of him, of his true nature, I just smile because, yes, I am grateful to have been the last one in his presence before him leaving us, but the torment my soul felt in understanding that he tried to prepared me to say goodbye is just unbearable.
By Lucinet Luna5 months ago in Motivation
Damn, I Just Realized
My whole life I’ve needed structure to function, I’ve always needed a routine in order for me to be the best version of myself, in order to maintain my balance; it hasn’t always been the easiest task of course as we evolve, our lives change, and so does our environment. What I needed yesterday might not be what I need today, what I felt yesterday might develop into a different feeling today, I’ve learned to awaken to a new day as a blank canvas, and paint it’s way through the day, so that at the end of the night I can see how much I’ve done, how much I’ve grown in a single 24 hours.
By Lucinet Luna5 months ago in Motivation
Damn, I am Stagnant.
December 2021 was such a hard month emotionally, I left my favorite job because the stress level was not my favorite, I was promoted to another department and I felt amazing; still confused about where I was going. A lot of emotional disasters and beautiful realizations happened in 31 days, I realized love scared me enough for me to sabotage it, and I also realized that corporate no longer made my passion lit; I kept asking Universe for a sign, a sign for me to know if I should leave corporate but then came the new job and then I got COVID, and so I have not worked since December 31, 2021.
By Lucinet Luna5 months ago in Motivation
Damn, I got COVID.
After 2 years of playing Mario with COVID-19, January 01,2022 the beast finally squared up to me, now it knocked me out, lights out, I mean worst I’ve ever been BUT it brought out something in me that I haven’t seen in such a long time; it brought out the need of needing someone.
By Lucinet Luna6 months ago in Motivation
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When I was 5 years old, I begged one of my friend’s mom to allow me to go back to their home to play, my friend’s mom asked if I had asked my mother and with a smile on my face, I said the biggest lie of my 5-year-old life; yes. We walked, my friend and I playing tag the whole way to her house, me, unaware of my surroundings; all my excitement was based on the extension of my time with my friend. We settled and played for what felt like a while, finally my friend’s mother asked if my mother was going to pick me up soon, and yet again, with the biggest smile on my face I said, yes.
By Lucinet Lunaabout a year ago in Motivation
