Julian

Joined May 2021

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Bio

I am a person who has found planet earth a very overwhelming place to live and I have had many challenges and personal hardships in my life. My stories are full of humanity and philosophy that many people find fascinating to read.

Stories (44/0)

A working class Mother
Dear Mam , I very often sit on my own and listen to the silence and I wonder to myself where did it all go wrong and how did the communication between a mother and her son break down so badly. We sit together in your house and we eat together in Cafe's and we walk together into town on Occasions but there is no real bond there as a mother and her son should be and I guess how I would have liked it to be as I was growing up into a man. I guess human Tragic Flaws just got in the way and ruined that for us.
By Julianabout 2 hours ago in Families
Valley of the Dragons
There Weren't always dragons in the Valley The Town of South Wales was once a picture of a green land full of mountains and the scenery had to be seen to be believed. It was a place where welsh people could go for long walks and maybe sit by the stream and just take in the enormous beauty of it all. It made the welsh people proud of their heritage and it was a place to call home and belonging. All of this wonderful culture and beauty was to change when out of the blue the welsh dragon returned home to claim their land back from what they call their " Home Turf ".
By Julian2 days ago in Earth
freedom to relax.
To be afraid of everyday is an awful thing, to live in fear and constant repression of oneself crushes the human spirit to be constantly in a state of unrest. To be afraid of today and to be afraid of tomorrow and even to be afraid of next week can bring such strain on one's mental Health. To be on edge and constantly in a state of worry with the body shaking and the mind full of anxiety, my legs shake and my body becomes sweaty and my mouth dries up and I know I am in a state of agony. I hate my body behaving like this and I hate myself for this horrible thing happening to my body I want to scream and I want to shout and I want to live my life without such doubt but I cannot help this awful thing happening it's fear and it control's my mind and body. I want to be free and I want to be unbound and I want my life to turn around but the fear is so great that the fear constantly drives me around. I dream of being free and I dream of just being me but when it comes to being free I just cannot be me.
By Julian2 months ago in Education
Feeling love for the first time.
we were very young but the attraction between us was so much fun, she was pretty and kind and always on my mind, we found each other funny because we had chemistry which was pretty hard to hide. The other kids picked up on our vibes as it was visual to both her friends and mine. I blushed when ever I saw her and my insides felt so good that I could not help to follow her and being in her company I could not help but adore her.
By Julian2 months ago in Confessions
Home
Where ever I go on my days weather it be work shopping, or just out and about when I reach the steps that lead up to my house I can feel the warmth inside me and the comfort to go inside and be sat on my couch.
By Julian8 months ago in Confessions
Going back twenty five years with a paranormal Twist.
My favorite fantasy book has got to be my own book : going back twenty five years with a paranormal twist because I was able to go back in time and write about what could have been had my family unit been much different growing up.
By Julian8 months ago in Families
Why I write for the Lgbt+ Community and for myself.
Where do I even start with my life?, even I do not know where to start I cannot remember when my life stopped and I cannot remember when life became very complicated for me but it did become very complicated and it did become very challenging in many ways.
By Julian9 months ago in Journal
Anxiety Tremors
Why is it that even at 43 years of age I still suffer from anxiety tremors. I can be out walking and feeling good in the moment and I am briskly just taking a walk and enjoying the air and the world around me but when I get to a place where there is a lot of traffic and a lot going on I get a tremor in my body where I lose my balance when I am walking and I just tremble all over which makes me look and feel like a complete fool.
By Julian9 months ago in Psyche
Fear of the frozen pond.
Me and my friends went out to play in the snow and just over the hill our pond had frozen over and we were all amazed by it and just looked at it in wonder.
By Julian10 months ago in Beat
I finally saw my green light.
I was always a very withdrawn child and very reserved and I kind of liked my own company from a very young age really. I did not really need any friends or social life and I just enjoyed being indoors away from the outside world.
By Julian10 months ago in Families
Fear
I wonder why we fear life so much and why fear has been a huge emotion in my life for so many years. We know when fear is with us or when we feel fearful in our surroundings. We sweat and our heart beats much faster in our chests making us blush or sometimes making us go very pale.
By Julian10 months ago in Confessions
My Summer Chair in my utility room.
You know what I love to sit in my comfy chair in my Utility room during the summer months. I just love to sit there with the door open and my cushions behind me and just relax with the cool wind blowing over my body.
By Julian10 months ago in Earth

Julian

Bio

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A working class Mother

Valley of the Dragons

freedom to relax.

Feeling love for the first time.

Home

Going back twenty five years with a paranormal Twist.

Why I write for the Lgbt+ Community and for myself.

Anxiety Tremors

Fear of the frozen pond.

I finally saw my green light.

Fear

My Summer Chair in my utility room.

Stories (44/0)