I am a person who has found planet earth a very overwhelming place to live and I have had many challenges and personal hardships in my life. My stories are full of humanity and philosophy that many people find fascinating to read.
I finally saw my green light.
I was always a very withdrawn child and very reserved and I kind of liked my own company from a very young age really. I did not really need any friends or social life and I just enjoyed being indoors away from the outside world.
I wonder why we fear life so much and why fear has been a huge emotion in my life for so many years. We know when fear is with us or when we feel fearful in our surroundings. We sweat and our heart beats much faster in our chests making us blush or sometimes making us go very pale.
My Summer Chair in my utility room.
You know what I love to sit in my comfy chair in my Utility room during the summer months. I just love to sit there with the door open and my cushions behind me and just relax with the cool wind blowing over my body.
The famous bull in all of Spain.
When I was younger and I had my youth with me and I was full of the zest of life my father gave me a bull as a Christmas Present. He told me that he would help me train the bull to listen to my commands and that he would do this from a simple red cloth and that would be the bull's mark.
I was a teenage werewolf.
Now this is a true story and it was a terrifying time for me and it goes to show the level of anxiety that I was going through at the time and I was just fourteen years of age and I was going through puberty.
Why bullying hurts so much.
I was bullied really throughout school and looking back now it was because I was so timid. It's amazing how kids can pick up on difference even at such a very young age. I was never the average boy playing sports or just really being a boy but I was always different very reserved and very quiet. I guess I was always very timid and the other boys could see this in me and they were very cruel to me as kids can be.
I have always been fascinated by the character ' Captain Howdy ' in the classic film ' the exorcist ' 1973. I always wondered who Captain Howdy really was and why he waited for a little girl to make contact with him and he made contact with her.
The man with the package.
I was busy doing my house work one day like dusting and hoovering and changing the beds when there was a knock at my front door and I went down stairs to see who it was and what they wanted.