Introverted, keep things inside, less risk of being hurt, or betrayed by others. Introverted, don't trust others, people are out to hurt me,
I am sorry, that I had to break your heart, your empty promises, hurt me. I am sorry, that I had to leave, your constant lies,
Loneliness hurts less, no one can hurt you when you are lonely, you do not have to risk putting your heart out there; to get crushed and broken.
I left because it hurt too much to love you; and wonder why I can't touch you; feel your touch; hold you; worrying; wondering;
Depression is like a black hole that you can't get out of. As much as you try and climb out of that black hole, it keeps sucking you back .
As of September 2020, I have been a cancer survivor for 6 years. The day I rang the bell after my final radiation treatment (the picture is not me) felt good. I want to share my journey with you.