Jamie Lee | MS.BROWN
I am here.
I follow my heart.
I heed my intuition.
And life gets better every day.
Who Out Here is Consciously Evolving?
I began this journey back in 2012. Unknown by me at the time, this was also the end of the Mayan calendar. The beginning of a NEW AGE. The Age of Light.
The Shift From Lack to Abundance
I am writing this from a current physical reality of more lack than I desire, more lack than I know is truly meant for me. I am writing this from a place of having only $1124 in one account, $33 in another, $9 cash in my wallet, and a $10 winning scratch off in my purse. Out of that, there is a $1000 check written and sent, 3 credit card bills due over the next week, a cell phone bill due, and a few entertainment and subscription bills due. That leaves me with roughly $-77 dollars. That is in the RED. In the negative. And not counting anything else I need or want to feel alive and well in the present moment, like food, treats for my dog, a bottle of wine, etc.
I've been on a cusp for what feels like years and mere moments at the same time. The clock is somehow speeding up and slowing down simultaneously.
Home lives forever. Resides deeper than bones. Home holds you close Where you are never alone. It feeds you when hungry
Together, We Make One
So I am 14 years old. I am a freshman in high school. My best male friend comes out to me. He likes a boy. He only likes boys. And he’s not ready to tell his family and friends. He’s nervous. He’s vulnerable. And he somehow knew that, with me, he was absolutely safe to be all of himself. With me, a difficult truth to share out loud was just a bit easier and met with kind. With me, anything and everything that is real and human is allowed no matter how hard it is to say. With me, the only hard part is saying it, doing it, being it, whatever it is, in a world that can be so narrow-minded while we cultivate a space of expansive self expression.
Radiant sun waves fill my huge hearts’ glow Cool ocean mists kiss my skin as I fly “Love me now”, I whisper with a soft blow
All of the Colors; All of Me.
Like all of the colors and layers of the rainbow. I exist. As many layers, many facets, many colors, and as one. I am here.
The City of Los Angeles
I moved to the city of Los Angeles in March of 2020 just as the pandemic started to take hold of the entire world. Date nights for my man and I turned into living room picnics of local take-out, homemade cocktails, and live virtual concerts. Such a treat in this city, in the lap of luxury, where every kind of cuisine is available top-notch.