I am me Amanda Nissen/Champion
Bio
Just someone with a lot going on in her life, currently it's not as positive as my life usually is, but I am writing my way through it. After all nothing lasts forever..
I am hoping for more positive creations, and not true crime issues.
Stories (24/0)
Created Feelings
I had this happen to me, and it still has no ending, even though for myself it already ended, but the way I live, I can tell the ending hasn't occurred yet. Like I could never think of half of the shit that has happen in my life recently, it's just what I am experiencing. I have no free will, and this is my experience with created feelings.
By I am me Amanda Nissen/Champion5 months ago in Confessions
Friend or Foe
As the day that anyone who knows me, knows is a very uneventful day for myself. With my mother at work, and we all had Christmas the day before, when family was family and not jealous people, who I will never understand. This is why I have been creating my own family, and sadly, your not in it when you use me or anything my last name is able to get, the ones who acknowledge my truth, which is not theirs, and even though most of them have accepted it, when there was nothing to gain. Seems like once their is something to gain, suddenly the ones who should of never stopped caring are against me, which they know won't work, so it must be their cast offs who genuinely believe I am here as competition. Like WHAT competition, you delusional bitches?
By I am me Amanda Nissen/Champion5 months ago in Confessions
Heart numbed
I was nothing to any of you, from 2011 to 2006, I loved you basement assholes the only way I love my father, I love you guys and you didn't ever appriate it, alot of times, I wished I wasn't wakable and then the wicked game that's been going on forever and so many have copied since them, are actulaly tryin to get me dead. Shit, I know I even gave you head, in MY dead friends bed, not yours but MINE.
By I am me Amanda Nissen/Champion5 months ago in Poets
The Maiden
Let's travel back to the mushroom day Tia and Joel had, after all, it was one of their last good times together, before he ended up going to jail, Tia lost her best friend, then he ended up back in his home state, in the end, and without Tia.
By I am me Amanda Nissen/Champion5 months ago in Humans
The Maiden
While working her sandwich job, like she did often, since she dropped out of school, Tia finally turned 16, unfortunate for Tia, she had a late birthday and couldn't leave the what now seemed boring and a waste of time since she experienced just one year of something different, she never wanted to go back to the snotty, too good for everyone school she stayed 3 years in as a child. Going into the 5th grade, her family moved and she had to switch schools. Coming from a very small town in the mid west the move to Denver was shocking enough, then when her family moved again, at first she was devastated, got chunky, since she couldn't just go outside and play with her friends any longer. Tia didn't feel good about the change at all.
By I am me Amanda Nissen/Champion5 months ago in Fiction
Evil Aunt
As she lay awake every night, sometimes wondering and sometimes crying about what happen to her father for the last 13 years. Kay feels hopeless, and it is sad how people have rendered a fully able and capable adult, and devoted mother, completely helpless.
By I am me Amanda Nissen/Champion5 months ago in Families
Keeping Mail
Well its no secret that narcissist love to control every aspect of your life, that includes mail, now in the narcissist mind, they feel they have every right to keep your mail from you and deliver when they feel like it. Very delusional a malignant narcissist is. As if keeping my fathers name alive to collects Social Security checks, that I am unsure he even qualified for, after all he's been a business owner since 2004. These people do not care about the toll it takes on the only person that is effected by his absence daily and my life truly does not just continue, because some frauds demand it to.
By I am me Amanda Nissen/Champion5 months ago in Criminal
Stalking
What is the psychology of an aggressive stalker, well sadly I had to research the topic, because I am being aggressively stalked by an ex maybe or an ex of one of my exes, or simply people not in my life anymore. It's a life ruining experience and makes someone not trust anyone eventually. When I do try trusting again after along time of not, well I am showed exactly why I don't trust people. If only one person I come into contact with could not be worthless asshole who enables this behavior, condones it and allows it to continue.
By I am me Amanda Nissen/Champion5 months ago in Psyche
The Faces Everywhere
As another strain of faces enter my eye sight, all I can think is, wow people really don't understand the meaning of, it's done and over, the jig IS up. A year ago I was living in an environment that I never have before in those circumstances, was it by choice? It would of been if I didn't see the face of my stalker and someone I never ever wanted to experience again and here's why. When the person I thought I knew asked me to live with him, to take some pressure that's not even my choice to carry off my shoulders and focus on my new career path. I was hesitant for obvious reasons, and didn't say yes because of the person I seen in him and the events that followed proved exactly why I didn't say yes.
By I am me Amanda Nissen/Champion5 months ago in Confessions
Being tortured
Never in a million eons would I think I would be writing about what I am writing about, nor did I ever in a million decades thought I would be writing in in the location and circumstances, my current life is in. As so many say though, it is what it is, only thing is, I don't know what it is. I have ideas and assumptions, but I won't claim to know what it is when, people say, it is what it is, if I don't know what it is.
By I am me Amanda Nissen/Champion6 months ago in Criminal
Divide and Conquer
Never in a million eons would I think I would be writing about what I am writing about, nor did I ever in a million decades thought I would be writing in in the location and circumstances, my current life is in. As so many say though, it is what it is, only thing is, I don't know what it is. I have ideas and assumptions, but I won't claim to know what it is when, people say, it is what it is, if I don't know what it is.
By I am me Amanda Nissen/Champion6 months ago in Criminal
