The heartbroken club
You always said communication was key. So here’s me communicating with you. Fuck you.
Yes, fuck you. You knew the answer but made me wait over more than a WEEK? You had my hopes high from what you told me. The sad part? After you left, I called Alba right away and cried in the car. She stayed on the phone with me while I was trying to tell her what happened. The words coming out of my sobs. I knew you chose her. It was obvious. Yet, I still needed closure. It’s just me. I needed the closure to finally get you out of my head for good this time. It’s weird how I pushed you back. You always came back. I’m not going to lie, yes I had other people, but YOU did too. I wasn’t going to wait forever. Before you kissed me, I was already tired of waiting. I gave up. You knew I did. I tried to be your friend like how you wanted us to be. I tried everything I could. I didn’t make the first move cause you didn’t hint anything at me. I did throw many though. So, when I say fuck you, it isn’t because you chose her. I hope she treats you better. I’m happy you found her and she makes you happy. Well I hope you are. I don’t check up on you anymore. Basically got you muted on everything. You’re muted out of my life. It’s just something it has to be done. When I write this story, it’s not because I want a response. It’s how I get closure and to help people who are going through similar things.