bare bones,
here are rests the things ive wrote,
to purge, to mend whats broke.
read, or dont. <3
"loving someone, is giving them the power to hurt you but trusting them not to" despite all my fences and guards my iron clad walls
By g.m.t 2 years ago in Poets
all i can really say is it hurts so fucking bad im no stranger to that im so fucking tired of letting you make me so sad
sometimes i write these things so fast to try to keep up with my brain, so i forget the basic premise of the framework around my own thoughts,
scheduled a conversation for something i dont even think is worth the confrontation what i needed so badly to say has already been said
every passing day we spend not saying what needs to be said leads to further disillusionment and id like to think ill be okay once the feeling sets
1. you are stronger than you realize 2. you are crueler than you realize 3. the unspoken words will break your heart 4.you will change. i know that is your biggest fear- change. but it is good. welcome it. you are allowed to change, you will not be the same person you were 3 years ago, you wont even be the same person you were 3 minutes ago. and thats ok, especially if you didnt like the person you were 3 minutes ago.
Sweet things like me, that revel in the tastes in bitter flavors of pain we are not born we are made and here is just another personality trait
this is what happens when an artist starves a hole for you has been carved in the forefront of my brain i feel like that’s gonna leave a stain
waiting up all night turing my lungs to ashes numbing all the endings of my nerves my poisons of choice consists of drugs, drinks and boys
all i want to be is enough for you i wonder if i can ever live a life where thats become true love makes me so insane and each one looks me dead in the face
right now life can be beautiful if i will it to be if i just say "and so it is" but right now im just not strong enough to forget
Two Cents do not fall in love with people like me i will take you to museums and parks and monuments and kiss you in every beautiful place