For the many readers who never want to read one niche but many this is the place for you to come. This blogger has everything never just one thing. She is a author, a blogger, and flawed woman. She is never perfect but happily married.
Untitled Rough Drafter I'm Calling it "Part 2 Draft"
Some would say I made my bed it’s time I lie in it. Some would say, what I did I had every tragic thing done to me coming. This is in the mind of a survivor, I could hear the crashing waves as my eyes flutter open. I look over as I feel his warm body holding me I knew this felt right I just didn’t want to admit it. He isn’t married but you slept with your best friend’s boyfriend. I try to rationalise this, but it is impossible. I look into his eyes holding his cheek pondering how can something that should be wrong feel so right.
When I want Success
Since I have been in Cleveland I've not had the best luck looking for jobs. I've only ever had three the nursing home job as their part-time receptionist, Taco Bell Cantina (e.i went out of business.), McDonald's on the east side (didn't give me a schedule nor did they know I got hired), and a few others. It's not been the best track record until recently.
Why Writing Makes Me Happy
When I started writing short stories I was sixteen years old. It was my only outlet I ever had. The only place I felt like I could share my thoughts and feelings inside. Which led to storylines, and world building. While others had friends, and a social life something I never had until I got older it was probably the loneliest life I ever had. I found things to be a struggle in my youth because I wasn't heard.
I Talk Out the Ass
I don't know how to write this, my feelings are like a dark cloud inside. Shrouded in doubt and pain. My inner demons won't leave me alone. My only way of coping right now is to write this out. I've been told all my life I'm the probably unwanted always the scape goat.
Thankfulness And Appreciation
Thanksgiving is around the corner a time for reflection for us Americans eat until we are in a thanksgiving coma. It's also a time I've heard is for Family. I know one thing is for sure I am going to be mothers house for thanksgiving officially banned like God Almighty. I have come to the realisation after looking at an old message from my half sister that I'm just not a member of the family. I don't blend in well with the Blackwell family.
How to Quiet to Voices of Doubt in Our heads
As someone like myself I have lived in negative environments until recently. However, doubts occur when I think there is nothing left to hope for. When I think hey I just got this accomplished four or five things happen that I need to fix.
- Top Story - November 2023
Why Writing Helps MeTop Story - November 2023
All my life nothing really made sense to me my mind always wandered my only way to make sense of anything is writing my feelings, or making stories up in my head as a way to cope. I have been having such a rough few years adjusting to one place only to go back another. I'm used to running into the arms of my husband.
The Scams How They Are Getting Smarter
I have learned about places like The Healthy Boxes websites, and other websites that involve doing surveys. These surveys anyone gets to do gets paid a certain amount of money this farce has been proven by me to be a new form of scamming. I love how they try to figure out new ways to scam others out of their hard earned money.