Love is something not explainable.
Being the awkward girl is hard. Wanna know how I know? Because I am the awkward girl and I am like top-level awkward, like queen awkward. Sometimes it can make things harder for you just for no reason and I will give you a few examples of that like right now.
Everyone dreams of finding someone, and falling in love, and getting married (well, at least I do), and they want the babies-in-the-cradle type of life. Well, that is getting harder and harder to find in this day and age.