Sex has always been a large part of my life. A LARGE part of my life. At 14 years old I lost my virginity to, whom my small-minded 14 year old self though was, the love of my life. Of course, at 14 years old, sex was this forbidden adult act that neither of us knew a damn thing about. We were all awkward movements and quick glances at body parts that weren't meant for long term viewing.