I am a freelance writer, blogger, poet and artist who studies Holistic medicine, palmistry, herbalism, and astrology. I also love interpreting dreams, eating chocolate and giving hugs.
There are days when I feel Like I want to stop breathing. There are days when I feel Like I want to smile To hide how numb I am.
There'a nothing I want more Than to be free Of this constant wondering Wandering Fumbling in the dark Not knowing when my time will come...
When will I fit in? When will I begin to feel Like I'm in accordance With the rest of the world? Always seemingly one step behind,
I remember Growing up And falling down Scraping my elbow on the ground The sound of my elbow hitting the pavement Still bothers me to this day.
I always wondered: If I had never tried To harm myself To kill myself To leave this earth, If I had never tried To stand up for myself,
I feel forgotten. Not desperate to be seen, Not desperate to be loved, I know someone loves me. I feel left behind. Not ignored,
You'd Think I'd Be an Expert by Now...
The feel of your touch that I've never felt I've felt a millions times In a thousand lives Followed by a billion kisses
You Promised Me Sleep
I'm lost in the Idea That in this universe I'm the only one Who gets what it's like to be outcast. I was beaten up And bloodied,