Los Angeles >>> Las Vegas
I am a young entrepreneur with lots of stories and experiences to share! I have been on my own the majority of my young adult life, and love offering tips and tricks on how to make it in this world.
To the kindred spirit who saved my awkward a** on that perilous day at the gas station… I know you must think about the idiot that drove off without checking if she replaced the pump, and the fact that she still didn’t notice when the hose fully disconnected and flung itself at her brand-new crossover. I know you had no true reason to come running after me as you were simply a civilian yourself. Thank you for chasing me to the end of the street before I caused more of a wreck. Thank you for enveloping me in laughter instead of tears, and most of all thank you for making me feel just a little less blonde by the end of it all.
Grace in Silence
"He who does not understand your silence will probably not understand your words." - Elbert Hubbard As youth we are taught to speak up for what we want in life, to grow with the world and expand our verbal presence as far and as wide as our physical existence. As adults, we often opt for and encourage one another to share our opinions freely, blossoming the ideology that if our words were to dissipate, so would the very breath we breathe.
Lost & Found
Had you met me years ago, I would've told you that I was in love. There was almost always someone I was vying for to fill the cold space on the other side of the bed. What neither of us would've known was that I wouldn't understand how to open my heart fully until today.
The Penny Man
When I was merely four years old, my parents had the nasty divorce. They screamed words of hurt, threw around threats and made phone calls to the police department from both sides. Being a young toddler, I absorbed everything I heard. I comprehended more than anyone would ever care to believe, but I hid that from the world in comprehension of the pain my parents were already facing. I had been told numerous times growing up that I had eyes like a hurting puppy. It appears that suppression doesn’t always do the trick.
Ever wondered how the rich not only get there-but stay there? At one point in 2019 I began working as a personal assistant for a multi millionaire with a Ferrari and photos standing next to Donald Trump. I am not going to delve into the details with this one, but there is one important factor that you must know. He shopped at the 99 cent store. Yup, you heard that right.
“I’ll use you as a makeshift gauge of how much to give and how much to take”. -Amber Run. The words were spoken in a melody of solitude, a song I have been dancing to on repeat long before I heard them play for the very first time. Meaningful words never lose their rhythm, and as I have been looping through my own memories vying for some sense of reason behind what happened all those years ago, I am coming to understand that my own anthem is created by how I choose to view my own past. Gene Watson ruined my comprehension of trust, but he could never touch the one thing unique to its owner.
The Secret World of Mr. October
The sun is gleaming on my nose as I stretch one eyelid open, then the next, releasing a big ole' yawn and stretching myself from head to tail. I roll over onto my back, paws in the air and I feel my mother's touch slip over my chest and down to my.... oh yeah... that's the belly spot.