You might be direct,
but you have never been consistent,
except perhaps that I could depend on
that piece in our interactions.
It was always so, since the day
my gaze fell on yours.
How do you do it, I wonder?
How do you one moment reflect
on a love you fear you might never find again,
and in the same breath mention that
it hardly crosses your mind.
How could I have been so valued,
and yet so unprioritized over our history
together?
Even now, loved but also feared.
Missed but still better off a stranger.
Perhaps the same way you had
made declarations of a desire to move forward
and of a connection you dreaded losing,
while making choices that took you further away.
Connect and disconnect- that is what I learned
from you.
A dance forever unsatisfying yet sweet all the same.
A paradox, a juxtaposition of two desires.
Not between mine and yours, no;
Between you and yourself.
About the Creator
Sarah Lenn
Using writing as a way to capture snapshots of emotion on a screen whilst life happens. And life has thrown me some curve balls. Always striving to find a path through the chaos...
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