June 15th
The first day in a long time I truly felt comfortable with my body
For the first time
in a very long time
I felt beautiful
truly beautiful
through and through
and it was such a pure feeling
that it kind of scared me
it made my heart race
in such a way
I thought it would burst
I had forgotten what it felt like
to define beauty based on me
and only me
not based on people's perceptions
and their judgments
and their definitions
and it's not like
anything had changed
I am still plus size
I still have zits
I still have stretch marks
decorating my skin
I still have hair
growing in places
I don't care for
I don't have perfect skin
I don't have a six-pack right now
and I probably never will
I don't have a perfectly
defined body
I don't have the
coveted model body
but for the first time
in a long time
I feel like
strutting my stuff
on the runway
About the Creator
Alexandria Stanwyck
My inner child screams joyfully as I fall back in love with writing.
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